RAWR

new tumble..

i have decided to tumble..just not in this one..

toodles. ^_^

bye bye tumblr.

I have started writing. again. in a book ‘cause i find it more convenient then always goin on tumblr or xanga. k thats all. =]

how could you

i can’t trust anyone these days. when i tell you something, i really trust you not to say one word, a hint, ANYTHiNG. maybe i shouldn’t put my heart on my sleeve expecting you to take care of it. i want to be able to trust you, not doubt if you’re going to tell someone else 5 seconds after i told you not to say anything. if i wanted everyone to know then let me do it on my own. i don’t need you running things like its your business. im cautious of who i tell things too because i don’t trust easily. when i do decide to say something to you, it means i trust you. break that, don’t expect me to see you the same way.

Spring Break Easter Sunday

April 12, 2009 - ….

Spring Break

April 11, 2009 - Tumbling at 5:00AM. yea..”I might as well not have a boyfriend”. dun dun dun, stay tuned for a tumble about it later…..

Spring Break

April 10, 2009 - Spring Break has been….a day without being stuck at home. ^_^

Everyday so far until right now, I have been out and about. Here goes that recap.

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__Monday: Classic Bowl__

with; Jazzie Denyce Martin Jon Debbie Mikey Garrett Jes GarGar Lloyd Briane Dustin Astin Jonah with some late people Tina Trish Marc Rich Jan Nicole Geraldine

sidenote: I woke up that morning pretty late and didn’t want to stay home so I texted a bunch of people wanting to hang out. I wasn’t expecting so many people to come out and play, but it turned out pretty good. I like planning and getting everyone to hang out with everyone. It was kind of last minute so it was understandable that people came a little later. That same day there was a last minute planned cultural practice and honestly, no one bothers to ask me if I was going before the actual time. So fuck it. They only care when I don’t show up and then after BLAH. don’t wana talk about it. That’s a whole nother tumble. Anywho, so there was Tito Bonjun’s birthday party thing after that practice, too and I don’t go because I already planned stuff with hella people & I’m not the type to plan something and then not go through with it. I was pretty surprised when Liza showed up. I don’t know why, but I felt odd. So after bowling a one hour game with seven people. i had two choices; Mitchell’s Ice Cream or Nerf with Garrett and his friends. I’m pretty sure I would have more fun at Nerf, but I didn’t want to be the only one. I went along with where the mass went. Thai Tea ice cream does not taste like thai tea at all.

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__Tuesday: Santa Cruz__

with; Fred Garrett Jem Mark

sidenote: THIS TRIP WAS FUCKIN CRACKIN. Out of all the days of my spring break. This day tops. OMFG. It started with waking up early and getting picked up. Went to Lucky’s and bought some snacks ‘cause food in Santa Cruz is expensive. So they said. First stop was Mystery Spot. That play was creepy. I was confused/lost. I want to know what’s up with that place and why. It was so creepy. It was $5 for 45 minutes of going into a shed and wondering why all the shit was slanting. I don’t know if it was worth it, it was just WEIRD. Some type of force, but whatever. After that Garrett buys some snacks in the shop and they’re bugs! I wasn’t that grossed out, what’s the big deal? Sounds disgusting yea..I was whatever about it, we all tried it. So after that, we sure as hell wasn’t gonna go back home after that cuz it took like an hour to get there. Mystery Spot was in the fuckin’ middle of nowhere. Really. So we go to Santa Cruz Beach Boardwalk. I have never been there and I always wanted to go. Even though it wasn’t as sunny or warm, I loved it. There were rollercoasters and the beach and the arcade. If you seek Amy right there. ^_^. Loved it.

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__Wednesday: SF and Mark’s Casa__

with; Fred Garrett Jem Mark Roxanne & her bf

sidenote: dam another day of waking up early. got picked up and headed to bart. Went to this place called A.C.T costume shop. I never knew such a place existed. Like really, they had everything. It’s like a huge ass closet. Wait, not even. More like a time machine into every play. WOW. It was inspiring. I texted Jess about it because I think she would love this place and would help PCN with costumes. I think I should go there and rent a costume for Tala. So after that did some errands and chilled. I literally called off work because I just wasn’t gonna have it that day. I felt bad ‘cause it meant leaving my manager to work by herself. I tried to get someone to cover for me, but no one could. I still feel bad until now ‘cause more stuff adds on to it. Soo anyways, Pak ‘N Save, Smart & Final….Mark’s parents were in Reno so you can only guess what happened next. ;]

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__Thursday: Union City SkyHigh__

with; Brad Amanda Jan Josh Rocky Mark Van Mischa Tony Joanne Johnny Roy

sidenote: Brad drives here to pick me up and go to union City. Waited until 8ish to leave and play at SkyHigh. Saw Amanda and I knew I should have texted Alyssa! Damit, but its kool. So had a blast there like always. Dodgeball! I want to go back to let some anger out. YEA! Some dudes were immature about getting out. ugh. I wanted to see a fight. Dippin Dots! Went to this Asian restaurant…I say Asian because I’m not sure if it was Chinese Korean Viet or Japanese and I don’t want to offend that place. I only haf milk tea (H.K. style). Nto the greatest in the world. Bitter as #$%^. haha. So went to Brad’s house, played omgpop and exposed me to mybrute. new game! I don’t know wat the point is to that game but I guess. Then went to sleep at around 3? 4? One of those.Get a text from my manager like 50 billion times asking me to work on friday 1-5. I do not answer. My phone is off.

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__Friday: Union City, San Mateo__

with; Brad

sidenote: woke up, got lazy to leave early to go Masu. bought  a shirt at Atlas. had no other plans. Got dropped off at home. Been home since. bruhhhhaaaa.i want to do something. pleasee

p.s. happy 18 months?

to be con’t.

Spring Break

April 9, 2009 - On my way to kick it.

Union City with Bradizzle. SkyHigh with some dope folks that I haven’t seen in a long ass while. No fear, I’ll be living here soon. Maybe.

Lots of shit going on in my life and I can’t catch up to myself. I need to write things down and straighten them out one by one.

I hate work. UGH. Ichiban Kan ftw. lol.

So…toodles for now

insight: who are your real friends? how can you tell?

my thoughts: i know who my true friends will be when the time comes. Are you one of them?

Spring Break

April 8, 2009 - I hope this is worth skipping work for. ^_^